It has never been in my nature to do something half-heartedly. I either do things to the best of my ability/fully commit or do nothing at all. I can never strike a medium.
It also happens to be in my nature that I am a skeptical person. Always skeptical unless fully persuaded. I can never stop asking questions.
And when I’m committed to something completely, and I don’t understand, I ask questions and doubt as a natural response.
So how am I supposed to hold my questions and simply believe when I don’t understand anything at all? Maybe it’s time for me to call it quits.